ILONA
Posted by psgman at 08:46 PM on April 7, 2005 as a stickied post.
i bet you all wonder what the hell this music is and where it comes from... it's just a cool new french song with a 11 yo girls, named Ilona, who sings. I think it's really cute. It's not hard to understand. so yeah, make an effort to understand the lyrics. Wanna download it for free. Go to my HEC site : http://tim.hec.ca/z11046901/martin.html hope you'll like the song !!!! wanna see the video ? http://videos.tf1.fr/video/musique/ Look for Ilona "Un monde parfait"... It's cute.
Ce matin j’imagine un dessin sans nuage
Avec quelques couleurs comme vient mon pinceau
Du bleu, du rouge je me sens sage comme une image
Avec quelques maisons et quelques animaux
Ce matin j’imagine un pays sans nuage,
Où tous les perroquets ne vivent plus en cage
Des jaunes, des verts, des blancs, je fais ce qui me plait
Car c’est comme ça que j’imagine un monde parfait...
Refrain :
Un oiseau, un fan, une chèvre
Le bleu du ciel, un beau sourire du bout des lèvres
Un crocodile, une vache, du soleil
Et ce soir je m’endors au pays des merveilles
Un oiseau, un crayon, une chèvre
Le bleu du ciel, un peu de sucre, un peu de sel
Un crocodile, quelques fleurs, une abeille
Et ce soir je m’endors au pays des merveilles
Ce matin j’imagine un dessin sans étoile
De toute les couleurs un dessin sans contour
Quand ça m’ plait plus j’efface tout et je recommence
Avec d’autres maisons et d’autres animaux
Ce matin j’imagine un pays sans nuage,
Où tous les perroquets ne vivent plus en cage
Des jaunes, des verts, des blancs, je fais ce qui me plait
Car c’est comme ça que j’imagine un monde parfait...
au Refrain
(au Refrain et fin pour la version courte)
Ohhh c’est beau ça, ah ouai,
C’est comme ça que t’imagine un monde parfait
Ah avec un oiseau, un enfant, une chèvre,
Un crocodile, une vache, du soleil
Moi aussi ce soir je m’endors au pays des merveilles...
Ce matin j’imagine un dessin sans étoile
De toute les couleurs un dessin sans contour
Quand ça m’ plait plus j’efface tout et je recommence
Avec d’autres maisons et d’autres animaux
FRIENDS'- ZONE-LY
Posted by psgman at 07:38 AM on November 3, 2004 as a stickied post.
Hey Everyone...
As you can see, this site is on Friends only. However, you can see my pictures. Anyway, if you want to be able to read all the things I say, just feel free to ask me.... anytime. I’ll add you as friend.
AU REVOIR
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Clémence and Noémie, 4ever...
Posted by psgman at 10:56 PM on February 2, 2005.
Hey everyone…
This is not gonna be a funny post, sorry. But I think that sometimes we should all be serious… Unfortunately, 2 girls were being serious, but people wouldn’t have listened to them.
I know some people will say that this kind of things happen all the time, but I mean, this time, it strikes me. Maybe cuz it’s 2 french girls,…
Ok, here are the facts : *turn on Evanescence’s music* just for the mood, sorry. So yeah, I was at school, surfing on the net, when I felt like listening to the French news. And I discovered that two girls committed suicide yesterday. The thing is that they had planned it and they had talked about it on the blogs… online journals… I think I should let you read Clémence’s last entry (before she died) :
Je ne sens plus rien, mon corps est froid
Je viens d'accomplir
Ce que beaucoup ont fait avant moi
Avec leur dernier soupir
Personne m'a poussé au suicide
Je voulais juste quitter cette terre si vide
Qui pour moi n'avait plus de valeur
Malgré les personnes à qui je tiens de tout mon coeur
Une larme s'échappe d mes yeux terrifiés
Je regrette déjà ce que j'ai fait
Ma vie s'est finie avec beaucoup de bruit
A peine commencée et déjà finie
Il reste de moi sur terre qu'un vide profond
Dans lequel je retourne très souvent
Mes tristesses, mes inquiétudes, mes pensées
Je n'ai pas su les maîtriser
J'ai très vite oublié
Comment je faisais pour supporter
Finalement j'ai abandonné
Et lâchement, je me suis suicidé...
__________© Tous droits réservés à Clémence ®
Lemme translate it for you :
I don’t feel anything anymore, my body’s cold
I just achieved
What many people had done before me
With their last moan.
Nobody pushed me to suicide
I just wanted to keep this so empty (shallow ?) earth
Which, for me, wasn’t worth it anymore
Despite the persons I care about with all my hear
A tear drops from my terrified eyes
I regret already what I did
My life’s over with a lot of noise
Hardly started and already over
There’s only a steep hollow left from me on earth
In which I often come back
My sorrows, my worries, my thoughts
I failed to control them
I forgot so fast
How I could abide
Eventually, I gave up
And cowardly, I committed suicide…
I have no idea what else I could add. Well, first, here are a few sites where you can find stuff.
http://labelgossdu94.skyblog.com/
http://immortel95.skyblog.com/
http://tristesses.bloxode.com/
http://boulevard-of-me.skyblog.com/
Their friends’ blogs :
http://mongolitos.skyblog.com
http://pepette62.skyblog.com
http://bad-girl-62100.skyblog.com
http://sk8eusedu62.skyblog.com
her site’s shut. (
http://ange-de-tristesse.skyblog.com/)
here is the picture that was with her poem :
http://redrabbit.skyblog.com/pics/65950588.jpg
pictures of the girls :
http://bad-girl-62100.skyblog.com/
I felt like translating a bunch of comments from people she’d been with on the net :
“Since mi-november, she had talked about her intentions to kill herself in her blog on the net, On 30 pages, she unveils the love drama which gnaws her since a few weeks. Her bf broke up with her and life hasn’t got any taste for Clémence anymore. “when I go to bed, I got him in my veins, …, I’m ashamed to say I wanna die. I’m ashamed to say I wanna leave. I’m ashamed of myself. I don’t deserve to be here, …, I suffer. But I shouldn’t tell it. I will shut up…. And die…”
Since the girls vanished and above all since Noémie’s body was found at the bottom of the cliff, her classmates are shocked. How many knew about her suicide ?”.
Actually, “angel of sorrow” (her username) kept her blog updated. She expressed her wretchedness there. And, days after days, her classmates, who knew the address, went to read her black thoughts. She asked for someone to reach her out. She used to write poems about sadness, black, blood, death. She used to append a lot of pictures of gloomy persons, like a girl crying blood. Sometimes, some pics of her friends. Of her lost bf… Sometimes, she commented on movies… For example, on the movie “thirteen”, the story of a morbid friendship between two teenagers…
So yeah, yesterday, Noémie (15 y.o.)’s body was found at the bottom of a cliff under a rock, in the north of France. Clémence (14 y.o.)’s body wasn’t found. The cops said it must have been taken away by the sea. They were known as SHY by her teachers. One of Clémence’s friends said that she had started a countdown to the lethal day… from Day-25 to Day-1.
Noémie, the one who’d been dumped by the guy, wrote this in her blog : “you were the best thing that’s happened to me, but also the worst. I’ve always loved death. Thanks to you, I forgot it. Thanks to you, I will find it back”.
Well, I guess I don’t have anything to add. I think this is a really sad story. Two cute girls who wants to put an end to their lives so fast… How can someone think about that ? It’s like you feel so helpness. I dunno why but I want to do something… I want to do something but in the past… I want to have been there before they jumped off the cliff in order to try (I cant say if I could have done it or not) to prevent them from falling off. And when I read a girl’s blog which says “I understand her. It could have been me”, I want to say NO. You can kill yourself, but not when you’re 14-15… you’re too young. They both missed the best moments of their lives… And that makes me think of the question I saw on studentcenter : Can we love at the age of 15 ? I guess the answer is yes. Because love pushed a girl to commit suicide.
I feel so weird now… My thoughts are dead entangled. I wouldn’t be so down in the dumps to jump off the cliff, but… like… we almost all have blogs. We all pass by people’s blogs where death is the topic… but we don’t really care. We should. I’m done for now. I will think for pretty long about those two girls, Noémie and Clémence… who lived in the North of France. If I don’t cry, it’s just cuz I’m holding my tears…
GF APPLICATION !!!!
Posted by psgman at 09:54 PM on December 14, 2004.
Girlfriend Application
If you want to fill this out, there you go !!! You can send it me to my hotmail or yahoo address. Or just post it here... I need to have things cleared up, lol. I'm ready to try every applicant out... *cough*
≠/ name :
≠/ age.
≠/ place of residency.
≠/ why do you want to fill this out?
≠/ what do you think of me (if you do think of me)?
≠/ do you know me?
≠/ do you like what you know about me?
≠/ do you have anything against France ?
≠/ if I asked you to describe yourself, would you do it ?
≠/ then what would you tell me instead ?
≠/ are you blond ?
≠/ do you like soccer ?
≠/ do you mind if I watch soccer ?
≠/ do you like cheerleaders ?
≠/ do you mind if I watch the cheerleaders ?
≠/ do you like to go swimming?
≠/ do you like to kiss?
≠/ do you like to take pictures of yourself and your friends for my space?
≠/ do you like to dance in the rain?
≠/ if not, will you dance in it with me anyways?
≠/ will you go to shows with me?
≠/ will you let me help you out when something is wrong?
≠/ what do you spend most of your time doing?
≠/ do you do drugs?
≠/ do you drink?
≠/ do you smoke
≠/ would you let me pay always ?
≠/ could we not share pants and shirts all the time ?
≠/ would you make any suggestions of things I should change about myself?
≠/ favorite music, top 5 bands?
≠/ do you often cry ?
≠/ do you drive?
≠/ what can YOU offer me as a girlfriend?
≠/ do you mind if I am a little jealous of boys around you ?
≠/ do you mind if I say bad stuff on my last gf’s ?
≠/ do mind if I keep watching Totally Spies and 7th Heaven on TV ?
≠/ what are the boy’s name(s) and girl’s name(s) you prefer ?
≠/ what’s the important thing about in a bf : rich, handsome or caring ?
≠/ is that ok if I consider myself as hot and rich ?
≠/ did you lie on any part of this?
≠/ anything else you want to say:
PS: I stole this from this site :
http://www.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&friendID=1007838&blogID=5913782&Mytoken=20041213180855
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Just a picture of me and Ronald McDonald's
Posted by psgman at 09:13 PM on October 17, 2004.
Yeah this is a picture of me, when I was young I guess, ... As you can see, I was already meant to come to live in United States. It's not done yet, but I'm getting closer, eheheh. Oh well, I love that picture. It's right on the right of my bed in Paris. My glance is so innocent. My shirt with "Life goes on" rules... Now I cant be taken on picture without posing... *sigh*
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